In 2018 I had a knee surgery that kicked me out of a very active lifestyle into a sedimentary one. I didn't have a good relationship with food, but didn't notice because I was very active. I had my first scale shock in 2019 when I had gained a lot of weight and failed my first PRT (physical test in the Navy). I decided to get out of the military because I had a good job offer when it was time to re-up my contract. Problem is, I had knee pain and a sedimentary job and my food habits caught up with me.
I had a major accident, and needed surgery in 2020. It saved my life, but my doctor had to sit me down and tell me how risky the procedure had been due to my weight.
I am 5'6" and was 283 lbs.
I decided to kick my ass into gear, but got REALLY extreme about it. I was eating 1500 calories a day, labeling foods as "good" and "bad." Over exercising. In hindsight, it's no wonder I burned out hard.
I managed to get down to 196 by 2021.
The thing is, I went extreme. I cut so much out under the label of "bad for me." No cheese, no sugar, no refined carbs. I was also just massively hungry all of the time. No energy.
Got sick, then just sort of "gave up" and from 2021-2025 I gained 60 lbs. This isn't a surprise. I had to pull out some of my "fat clothes" and I started eating a lot more fast food/snacks.
On one hand, I did not bounce back to my previous serving sizes (massive). But I was just eating like 500 calories in mindless snacks alone.
I realized how much easier it was to start again. I knew the science. I knew how to prep all of my meals in a way that fit my schedule. The framework was all there, but the strange orthorexic mindset was gone. I decided to deprioritize weight and the number on the scale, and prioritize health. I always got hung up on the numbers. I worked on finding a balance of having some treats without over eating. Of worrying more about adding things to my diet than taking away. It's a concept that I knew in theory, but I ignored.
Because my calorie total is a more reasonable level (1900-2300 depending on if it's a run day or not) I don't have the energy drops/tiredness/hunger as much.
Because I'm focusing on my overall health, I've been happier. Sleep has been so, sooo important. I'm going out more. I'm hanging out with friends. I'm running with my dog more (something I used to love).
I'm saving money by not eating out as much.
I feel kind of silly to say: all of the advice I was given here soooo long ago still stands. Mental health is key. Don't over restrict. Balance is important.
I've been at it for only two months, but I'm down 10 lbs. It's much easier.
When I fell off really bad, I felt. Guilty and that getting back on track would be so hard. It's not. It's much easier this time. I'm so grateful that I found this community, because I really didn't know what I was doing when I was younger.
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