I'm just having one of those days when it's really difficult to imagine that I'll ever feel healthy again.
I'm 24F, 5"5' and 297 lbs (lost 8-9 lbs since a month ago by walking a lot and eating better), I know this will be the time I do it because I also have a different mindset around everything but some days I just hate that I don't feel as young as I am.
I'm only 24 and my back hurts, my legs hurt after walking too much, I literally bump into things in my apartment because of how much space I take, wear the same thing over and over, snore when I sleep (I didn't use to) etc. It's not supposed to feel like this at this age.
Where I'm from I only ever see obese people that are a lot older than me but everyone my age at work and before at uni used to be thin or in good shape and I feel so alienated because of that.
And I know it doesn't make sense to think about all this now, I did the crime and now I have to do the time, but just saying that it sucks even though I am committed to staying disciplined and putting in the work. Not to even mention the fear of what my body will look like when I'm done (I know loose skin is the most common topic here) especially considering that that sort of surgery isn't really offered where I am.
Just wanted to hear from some of you that might already be where I hope to be one day and just give me some hope. What changes did you experience and did you find it easy to adjust to them?
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