Sorry that I am like that, I know that probably a few days will pass by and I won't think like this anymore but right now I just feel like I've wasted so much time being fat and how much it changed everything in my life.
I've always had trouble making friends, most of my class in elementary school didn't like me, in highschool I had two friends and that's all, nobody really noticed me, never been in a relationship, never kissed anyone, I just feel like a loser. It's so unmotivating for me, feeling like no one will ever like me if I don't lose weight, I still want to lose weight but it's frustrating to know that I won't be treated as a proper human if I don't lose weight! it feels like I'm less worth of love now
and my stupid mind has been thinking lately about how good I will look when I lose weight and it's making me feel so bad now, cause I thought I've come to the point that I'm feeling pretty confident but then I started trying to lose weight I've been having those thoughts about how it will be much better when I lose weight, and it's making me feel like now I'm horrible, what would be your advices? because I feel like this more and more often, I feel good for a few days, I exercise, I eat healthy, and suddenly I feel the worst in the world for a few days
I'm 19, SW: 242 CW: 222
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