I met him when I was thinner (140-145 lbs) and now I’m bigger (190 lbs). He often says I’m lazy, but he’s encouraging me ”for my health” Today he made fun of me by filling his cheeks with air and saying that’s what my face looked like. Then got mad at me and said I “don’t understand him” and I’m “judging him” bc it hurt me to be mocked like that.
When I try to talk to him about it he says it’s ok bc he was obese as a preteen and then he lost all the weight cycling and I’m crazy bc he just wanted us to work out together but I’m taking it as a personal attack
But his “jokes” are really wearing on me
Also my friends seemed to disappear now that I’m not cute and sexy anymore
I really just feel down and don’t want to bother bc literally all anyone seems to like about me is my appearance when I’m thin. Now I’m literally invisible I go to the store no one helps me I have to beg for people’s help at my job It just disgusts me and I’m not even that big , I just don’t carry my weight well so 40 lbs overweight makes me very unshapely I am so disgusted by how people treat one another I just want to be alone now :(
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