Sooo, my starting weight was around 120 kg/264 lbs on 1,64m, 22 yo female. I started in January and I already lost a lot, around 27 kg/59 lbs (I hope I convert it the right way, we only use kg in my country) but I still feel so bad about myself.
I actually started this journey mostly because I didn't like what I looked like and literally couldn't look in mirrors or pics at all. I didn't have any bad health issues yet so I obviously hoped that it will stay like that but so this is why that wasn't my priority.
Tbh I thought I would look more different with so many kgs lost but I feel like I don't. I have older pics and I do see a difference and it's better than before but I really need to do side to side comparisons to see it.
I know that I should feel proud that I even lost anything but I can't be proud because I still don't like what I see. Has anyone else this problem as well? Sometimes I feel better but then see myself in the mirror and think I look so bad. Most of the time it ends in crying and obsessing over pictures I took to compare to make myself feel better.
Idk has anyone else this as well and if so, how do you handle it? I don't want to feel so bad about something that I should be proud of
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