Alright then, today I weighed myself and I saw that I was 310 pounds. I haven't been this large in over 5 years when I went on my first journey of weight loss.
I found a woman 5 years ago that I loved so dearly that I would do anything and I will soon be moving in with her in the upcoming summer. However, in the time that we have been together, I now understand how much I have let myself go.
I feel so uncomfortable looking at myself in the mirror and I feel disgusting. However, I think it's been enough fucking time dwelling in the past. I am no longer 240 pounds.
If by this time next year I haven't lost at least 40 pounds, I will literally eat a shoe.
It's time for me to take my life a lot more seriously and my future health as well. If not for myself then for the people that I love, so that I can be there for them.
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