Its 2:32 am, and I was so damn close to grabbing something else to eat. Im not even fucking hungry now that I think about it, pure fucking gluttony. I was thinking "fuck it, I'll start dieting tomorrow. I've got work today, I can't possibly stick my diet." But no it's a damn cycle that I can't break.
It's been 4 months since I stopped working out and I've probably gained 25+ pounds. My muscle...gone. My confidence...gone. I don't want to do anything that involves being in public anymore, I've distanced myself from my friends and dropped out of college. All I do is work 4 days a week, go to college for 1 class only, and lay on my fucking bed watching YouTube.
I'm tired of this shit, and fuck it. I'm sticking to a fucking diet until November 25th. There's to much shit I want to do, and this body is holding me back.
I made this post to put this shit out there, so I can't just push this thought to the back of my head.
If anyone wants to start a little challenge with me just pm me. I think the Reddit notifications will help us stick to a diet, kind of like an alarm clock.
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