I don’t know if this is the place to post this.
I’m a teenage girl, and around last year I started to get worried about my weight. At that point I was around 5’2” and 112lbs. Which is not bad. I have a more masculine frame than most girls, so I’m bound to be a small bit heavier.
I’m now sitting at 5’3”/5’4”, and 130lbs and I hate myself.
Not a day goes by that I don’t think about my weight and despise it. I suck in my stomach. I try exercise, and then give up and resign myself to be fat and horrible forever.
My stomach sticks out. My thighs are huge. I can’t bear to look at myself in the mirror. I went through a period of starving myself a while back, which I only broke because my mum found out and forced me to.
I feel good when I’m hungry. I feel like shit when I eat. I hate myself and I just wish it would be over.
I don’t know if I’m fat. But I hate my body and I want it all to stop.
I need help.
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