F, 21, 5’1 here. I’ve NEVER seen myself at a healthy weight. I began at 185 at the beginning of the year. (Loose CICO only w/ week long breaks oops) and just dipped down to 169 two days ago! I haven’t weighed myself since then, so hopefully we’re still going down lol.
To clarify, I remember being a healthy weight with just baby fat around sixth grade. I was never one of those small petite girls because I had way too much muscle for my age (per my pediatrician). I’ve been conscious of my body since before middle school and never liked the way I looked so I covered up. I never wore a bikini. Always a tankini. Never even a one piece. Any female that’s tried to hide fat knows it’s easier to do in a tankini that’s one size too big because you can scrunch/ruffle the bottom instead of a one piece 😉.
I’ve always lifted my shirt and hated what I saw and just wouldn’t look. In fact, before I started my weight loss JOURNEY (repeatedly have to remind myself that this doesn’t happen overnight), I couldn’t tell you the last time I truly looked at myself naked or even with my shirt up in a mirror.
I’m just curious if anyone else has been in my shoes and how their feelings, outlook, confidence, etc changed when they hit their goal weight!.........?
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