I have a university final in 7 hours and have REFUSED to study. Left everything until the last day on purpose, didn’t do anything the entire day and so decided to go to bed at 8pm, wake up at 2am and study until the exam (at 10am). But I can’t get myself to study and I know I’m doing this on purpose and I know it’s me self sabotaging myself and I’m going to end up failing now because of my stupid unresolved issues and I don’t really know what to do anymore. I’m thinking of just sleeping for a bit again as it’s useless trying to get myself to concentrate.
It’s never been this out of control and I feel so utterly lost, overwhelmed and confused. Wow, I also actually can’t believe I’m going to fail my exam. I hate myself and I feel like such a fucking failure.
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