I don't know if it's all in my head or not, because I never thought about it so deeply or focused on it so much when I was thinner. I've gained 20 pounds, and now I worry that strangers, men especially, are rude to me in public because my appearance has changed. Several times in the grocery store, a man has cut in front of me line or done something rude like walk right in front of me when I was somewhere first and trying to get through. Sometimes I feel that cars don't stop for me on the street if I'm at a crosswalk. I really didn't think about this when I was thinner, so for all I know these things still happened before I gained weight. But I feel anxious and depressed like wondering if my appearance changed drastically because of the weight gain and men do these things now because I am not attractive anymore. It messes with my motivation to keep losing weight because I feel like I'll never be attractive again
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