Hello all, I wanted to share something with everyone.
I’ve been struggling with my weight for quite sometime now but I’m just too much of a coward to fully commit. I always chicken out and give up for one week and then try again. I’m stuck at the same weight (~219lbs as of today) and it’s frustrating.
I work out and I’ve recently signed up for kickboxing classes in hope that it motivates me but I’m genuinely scared.
I’ve never really had the best support system when it comes to things like this. When I was 18, I told my mom I wanted to start working out and losing weight. She had made fun of me and I kind of just shrugged it off but there was one comment she had made one morning that set me off.
“You’ve been going to the gym for what? Six months now and you don’t look any different.”
I got upset said something along the lines of, “It’s not my fault I have the shoulders of a linebacker. Even if I lose weight I won’t be skinny.”
She got mad, told me I couldn’t take a joke and I ended up leaving for work early because I couldn’t take it.
I just feel so lost. I don’t want her to continue teasing me while I’m genuinely trying even if it doesn’t feel like much.
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