At the beginning of the year i made a promise to myself to start self-care,and not to wait for live to begin after i have lost weight.
I hadn't had a haircut for 15 years,had clothes with holes because i refused to buy clothes until i lost weight,I couldn't look in the mirror,i hated seeing this unkept frumpy person,so i decided to start making sure i liked looking in the mirror again.
First i went to have a haircut is so desperately needed.i stopped going after the last one butchered my hair and i am so happy with it,then i went shopping for clothes and a perfume.
I can't even begin to tell you how happy and confident i have been feeling ever since.
Because i haven't been feeling down and ugly i have been losing weight.
And here is the thing that is making me both happy and sad,yesterday i went to the clothing store and i had to buy a size down,and i realised that in a few months i would not be able to wear the first clothes i bought myself in over 10 years,the clothes that got me my style and confidence back.
I selected each piece carefully as i tried to decide what kind of clothes i wanted to wear,i just didn't expect how hard it is to have to say goodbye to them,i still have a lot to lose,and just the thought of having to redo this a few times is hard.
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