hey guys…quick story about me…I am 23 years old (F) , 5’6”, and my heaviest weight is 417 pounds (I am 415 now) . I’m so tired and undisciplined to actually lose though. I’m sitting here on Christmas Eve, unmotivated to go and get my grandmother a present because I’m at the point where, yes, even going into the store is overwhelming and hardly manageable (extreme back pain, overheating, and knee pain come to mind, I have to stop every two minutes or so). I’ve actually started a bariatric journey, one in which I have this 6 month trial/tests period where I can’t gain and it feels so unmanageable when this is the most addicted to food and the largest I’ve ever been. Tbh, I actually wanna lose naturally (im terrified of actually getting a surgery), but am doing this to take advantage of the resources the program offers, such as nutritionist appointments and support groups. But even with that I hand to make this change myself. I’m so mentally and emotionally drained. I have ZERO energy/will to do anything. My addiction to food just runs so deep. I have so much on the line if I don’t change now, yet it’s like I can’t do it? (I’m trying to move to a different town to finish my bachelors degree in August of ‘24 but with my mobility starting to be limiting, I can’t do that unless I lose). anyway, I don’t know what I’m even asking for here…hopefully this is my last Christmas at rock bottom. wish u all a happy holiday season!
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