I have 140lbs to lose. I will have loose skin and saggy breasts. I wasted my youth on binge eating and I have two special needs kiddos. I will never be considered hot or attractive not even to my SO because of what I did to my body. It kills me but I did it to myself. I am too poor and again special needs kids to ever afford surgery to have it removed. I think the fear of knowing and knowing for a fact I will NEVER be a good looking girl is holding me back from commitment,
Eating is my drugs.
My life has been really difficult. Sometimes I want to type it all out but it doesn't matter. I have a hard situation with a disabled child and I get so overwhelmed and woe is me I overeat.
I cannot afford mental health or even doctors visits so please anyone out there how do you overcome the negative, the stress and stop turning to food to cope.
I hope others out there can relate. we can do this even with the soul crushing knowledge that we will never be how we wish we could be.
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