I'm not sure this is the proper forum for this topic, but here it is anyway.
My weight loss journey is wild and complex. Noteworthy: I am 6ft1.
My highest recorded weight was 407lbs, and I stand today, after 3 years of work, at 227lbs. Lots of self hatred, depression, and so many mixed feelings. There are many reasons I decided to lose weight that I won't go into. But I always pictured golden bridges and rainbows at the end, and am sad to discover that I was wrong in my visions.
I still struggle mentally so much. I still don't like myself. And I still find myself in these pools of depression, feeling like I don't know how to move forward and make progress, even though I do.
It's just a feeling of hopelessness. And I'm wondering if this is a common thing to have to overcome, or if I'm an oddball.
Also noteworthy: I know this post is poorly worded. But this topic flusters me greatly, and I struggle to express myself on how this makes me feel. So hopefully it makes sense to you.
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