I’m sure you’ve seen plenty of posts like this on here. Please excuse me for being annoying and redundant. Just looking for advice & a place to vent. If there’s a better sub for this then lead me in the right way please.
I hate myself. I’m 18 F and have gotten to over 200 pounds. Last I weighed myself I was 206. I can notice myself getting bigger. My face. Holy crap, my face is so round and chubby and when I laugh my cheeks get so big and my eyes get so small. And I have a double chin at all times. It’s so gross. My legs. My legs were always the one thing I was never really insecure about. Until recently. They’re starting to get covered in cellulite. I’ve always had a small amount which never bothered me. But not I have it between my thighs, noticeable to everyone. My butt itself is disgusting. My arms are huge. Everything. And I just keep noticing myself getting bigger and yet not changing my eating habits. Even writing this isn’t enough to motivate me. My eating habits are horrible. I hate to admit it but I eat out almost every day, I’ve even already planned to wake up early tomorrow to get breakfast before work. I plan my day around eating. I eat every few hours. I can be full and if I see something I’ll like, I’ll still eat it. I binge eat just about daily. I suck terribly at portion control. I think about this every time I eat, but I always tell myself I’ll just start the next day, or that one meal won’t hurt.
I just want to be happy and healthy. I’ve gone through this process of trying and failing too many times to count. Almost daily if even.
If you read all this, thank you. If you have any advice or words, feel free to share. & Please feel free to share stories, I love hearing them!
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