I've creeped this sub for years, and I'm ready to actively participate and buckle down.
I feel silly writing this to a group of strangers, it's like throwing your feelings into the void or something, but somehow this is therapeutic. I've ended things with a guy I was seeing and it sucks so, so bad. Like getting punched in the gut bad. Like going to sit down and someone pulls the chair from under you bad. I want to hit the gym and re-start my weight-loss, and lose the weight I've gained throughout this.
My heart sinks thinking about dating again, and the ever-present but elusive ~competition~ that's out there. I live in Montreal, and let me tell you, the women are beautiful, eccentric, and stylish. I always feel like the odd fish out because I don't feel like I can compete.
Through this, I hope to get back my sense of self, to keep a promise to myself for once and not break it, and definitely a bigger ass. Yes, some booty gains would be the cherry. on. top. You know those movie montages where the protagonist gets a makeover? Normally accompanied by cheesy music and for some reason, dance moves? But I so admire the resolve.
I'd love to hear stories about people who've gone through this, who are going through this, anything.
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