The binge cycles and the depression has increased over the last few weeks. I’m also struggling with suicidal thoughts, to the point where I’ve considered how I will carry it out. There’s is also the fact that gender dysphoria is playing a part in all this. It is a double edged sword. I know how to lose weight, but losing it just makes certain areas more pronounced. It’s easier to be a shapeless blob. I feel as though I’m checking out. Despite planning to transfer colleges, look for a new job, etc, why would any of it matter if I don’t think I’ll be around to see it? I’m losing the will to live.
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