I weighed myself after the shower this morning, wearing a hair towel and nothing else. 200.8. The largest I've ever been.
Let me tell you, it's really hard feeling lovely today. I couldn't even take a "before" photo because I'm so ashamed of myself.
BUT. I had a healthy breakfast, I have a healthy lunch, and a workout planned for after work. This is the start, right? I'm so tired of all of this. I'm tired of being sore, and being tired. I wake up and my feet are sore, one of my legs is numb because of nerve damage due to being so heavy (and sedentary. Thanks, dream job!), and I lose my breath. I've been waiting for my partner to get this underway, but I'm done waiting. I can't wait for him - I'm pretty sure between the two of us we've put on 70 pounds since we started dating.
I think you'll be hearing a lot more from me. Anonymity works for me, and every one of your posts inspires me. So thank you - both for the inspiration, and for existing.
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