I’m sick of “last days” and then I binge on sweets, promising I’ll start anew tomorrow. Every. Single. Day. Who knows how much I’ve binged in total, most likely more than the average person. I’m sick of it and I’m scared. I’m scared about my health. I’m only turning 19 next month. I want to go for a health check up but I’m worried about what the results would be.. if I could reverse it if I should have any sort of medical problem. And I’d have to spend money to go for it too.
I’m so sick of it yet I know I might wake up tomorrow and continue this routine, but I don’t want to anymore. I want to wake up happy, few years down the line in my early twenties and feel like I’ve made a great decision just by changing a few years ago ( as in, right now ). But I’ve been saying I want to change for years. Years!! Of daily binging!! I’m sick of myself. I’m scared. I’m unmotivated.
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