I've always thought I was at least slightly better than "average" looking. So it came as a shock to me when I asked my girlfriend of 10 years to marry me and she basically said no. One of the reasons was financial and the other reason was my weight. Naturally I was shocked as I honestly thought that anybody who dated someone for that long would say yes.
I have now moved into my own small and rather crappy place with 2 goals. One is to sort out my finances and the other is to loose weight. I've never had such a strong desire to do so after feeling the way I did. I'm actually rather embarrassed writing this but I never want to feel that way again. I looked at photos of us when we first started dating and I looked thinner... a lot thinner. My girlfriend (we are still dating... I guess it is this awkward "no I don't want to be with you forever, but I don't want to completely dump you just yet" phase) however has the same lovely body she had 10 years ago.
I've heard that "loseit" is a good place to start and seeing as I feel rock bottom at the moment, I need a good place to start. I really need to turn my life around as I never saw myself in my mid 30s wondering what the hell has happened to me.
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