Some friends are leaving the country and my partner and I made plans to go grab dinner with them at a classy dumpling restaurant, since we are missing their going away party. We were laughing and going up the escalator when I hear cursing, and this white guy with cornrows and a red food delivery bag was staring at me and my partner saying “fucking white bitches”. It caught me off guard and my eyes met his, I had no idea what we had done, other than had been happy for a bit, chatting about work. The guy proceeds to completely flip out, screaming “don’t fucking look at me you fat bitch, yeah I’m talking to you” and then it kinda sounded like he said “tit” but I missed the context, other than everything he said was in a murderous hateful rage. People all around us were staring at the ground, trying to ignore this person.
My gf tried to comfort me, but the words stung and mostly because I’m at the heaviest I’ve ever been (160 lb and 5’4). That, and the shame of being called fat in public, then having to go and try to be happy and friendly with a friend I will likely not see for a long time.
I know that guy probably lives a stressful, shitty life to make him that furious at nothing, but I still feel depressed.
It just sucks. And I guess I need to lose weight because some pathetic guy was just able to make me feel like shit on an evening that was supposed to be happy.
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