I feel pathetic writing this but I need help. My binge eating is out of control and I cried over it tonight...

I know every post like this needs some background so here it is.

I was out of work for a month in December from a foot injury. During that time I developed a case of strep throat so bad that it resulted in the removal of my tonsils because they we're starting to die. During that time the only tolerable thing was lukewarm tea and soup and nothing else. Five days After surgery I was able to have solid food again... Except that's when it started.

I had a large breakfast. A hour later I met with my friend out the country and had a burger, fries and large shake. This has continued to the point that I eat five times a day and once had two taco Bell value meals in a hour. On vacation this year I ate every two hours. I can't stop and today it reached a breaking point when I finished a bowl of rice and beef Curry, stared at the bowl and cried into it.

I cannot believe I'm here. I've gained half the weight I loss back, barely any of my clothes fit and my upper body is fucking disgusting. I need help Reddit and I can't even get a gastric surgery because my overeating is getting the best of me every day. I'm just coasting, work, five high calorie meals a day, sleep.

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