I’m a 20 year old 5 foot 2 female college student. When I graduated high school at 130 pounds I felt fat. I know this is not overweight but I had zero muscle, all fat, and could not run 30 seconds without heaving.
During my freshman year of college I somehow got down to 125 without doing anything. Just the lifestyle change I guess. I felt better but still was upset about my stomach, which is where I Carry all my weight. I tried going to the gym and for a while I got down to 120, though never with a flat stomach, which really is my goal more than the number being low. I maintained that weight during my sophomore year, then got sent home for coronavirus.
During these 2 months of quarantine I gained 10 pounds and am back at my highest, 130. Probably from all the bread I have been baking and eating at night, and the lack of being able to go outside (I live in nyc which is America’s epicenter right now)
I’ve been browsing this sub for years and consistently make half ass attempts to lose weight that I convince myself are full attempts that just don’t work. But now I’m done. I want to feel confident for once.
I don’t eat a ton during the day (not starving myself. Just dont). But at night I stay up till 2am watching tv and eating an entire bag of corn chips. Every night. Compulsively. I probably eat 1400 calories from noon (when I wake up now lol) to 10pm. And then another 400 calories from 10pm to 2am.
But today I woke up , ate a yogurt, and ran a very very slow mile. Then I ate a sandwich and drank some tea for lunch.
It’s not a lot but it’s my start.
Please, I’m looking for inspiration so I actually stick to this for once.
Yes, this is a Throwaway account because I’m a bit embarrased to be looking to lose because I’m not overweight, just flabby with all my chub in my tummy
In a dream world I’d be like 115lbs. Or 145 but with a toned body. I really don’t care about the number, but I’m not really a gym girl so I think eating and weighing less is the key. I just want to be able to wear low waisted jeans :)
Thanks guys <3
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