Discouraged by progress

I did a comedy show on Monday night and my Friend took a picture of me during the show.

There I was, fifty pounds lighter, still so huge. I look at the photo and I’m just so worn down and exhausted by it because I can’t see any point in continuing if I’m still so big and so disgusting after losing fifty pounds.

I don’t think the person under all this flab is worth saving if she let this happen in the first place. I’ve been realizing in the last couple months as I read more and more about lookism and body positivity that some people’s lives are worth less than others and I’m realizing that mine is one of them.

There’s so much longer to go and I don’t know if it’s worth the effort. What’s the point in trying to prolong your life only to live in abject misery for the rest of it?

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