Hi all, first post here and I’m not really sure where to start. Also I’m posting from mobile so sorry if the formatting is a bit messy.
HW: 198 CW: 190 GW: 160
Growing up I was always the bigger girl, I think I was 5’ tall, 160 pounds by the time I was 10, 5’7 and 180 by 12 and creeping up to 5’9 and 198 at my highest at 15 or so and maintaining that until 19. I should add that I did Keto at 16, lost 30 pounds and then couldn’t keep doing Keto and gained it all back. That really fucked with my self esteem.
I moved out on my own from my parents at 19, weighing 198. In the first year surviving off of eggs, ramen noodles and pasta I dropped down to 175, and for the first time ever I liked my adult body. I lost 10 more pounds and maintained between 160 and 165. And then, I fell in love.
My high school biology teacher told me that when you fall in love, you get fat together. Boy did we. I gained most of my weight back in the year I’ve been with my boyfriend. Today, 4 weeks until my 21st birthday, I weigh 190 pounds. Gaining the 25-30 pounds back has really taken a toll on my self esteem. My boyfriend loves my body as is, but I don’t. I keep thinking back to how HOT I was when we first met. Makes me sad. So now I’m putting it out there and doing something about it and making a plan.
I have a gym membership, have for months. I’ve used it once. EMBARRASSING. I’m gonna go get my moneys worth. I’ve used MyFitnessPal for years, but downloaded the Noom app for a fresh start. I’m going to start intermittent fasting as well. I like counting calories because I don’t like denying myself what I love, but I find myself eating literally all day. I have an app for that as well, I believe it’s called Zero.
So there it is folks, that’s my story so far. Thanks for reading, I look forward to my journey and hearing about yours as well!
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