I hate myself and the way I look. It's the only thing that is wrong with my life. I have great friends, a loving supporting family and a brilliant job.
Whenever I look in the mirror, or look at myself I hate what I see. I am 40kg overweight. I would love to be 80kg again, be able to run and play sports, not have people look weird at me, only take up one seat on the train instead of two, be able to wear all my nice clothes again instead of baggy shirts, gross jeans etc.
But I am beyond caring, for the most part. I have 0 motivation, despite my family supporting me, me signing up for the gym and cancelling over 6 times in the last 2 years and going maybe once or twice.
I just don't give a fuck. It is an impossible task, I'd rather sit at home and do nothing, eat and drink whatever I like and just not care.
I'm already ruined and so I can't make it any worse.
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