I lost about 13kg and I have a BMI of 20. Sounds pretty good huh? Well unfortunately, my BF percentage is still too high and I still have to lose ~4 more kg. The last few kgs are always the hardest to lose they say, and it's true, because you're ALMOST there, ALMOST at the finish line, but you're still not quite done, and you feel bad about yourself because you can't even enjoy the success from your achievements so far. I feel like every day is Day 1. I feel like I haven't lost any weight at all because I'm still not "good enough". When people see me they don't know that I used to be fatter. Now they just see a "normal-sized" person, there's nothing special about me, other than the fact that I look like someone's chunky 14-year-old cousin (I'm 25, have a baby face, and I'm 1,53m tall). Why can't I celebrate the progress? Why can't I accept myself even before reaching my goal? By accepting myself I don't mean giving up, but not being so hard on myself. I literally HATE my body, because I know what it realistically CAN look like once I've reached my goal. I'm sick and tired of being "mediocre" and "okay" etc. I want to be perfect, I want to look perfect and be a role model for others.
I'm constantly comparing myself to others. In real life, I don't have social media anymore. I feel threatened when I see these perfect skinny girls. I could be one of them, I will someday, but right now, I feel inferior to them.
I know this sounds so stupid, but why do I have these feelings? How can I stop being so jealous, and just lose the last few pounds without hating myself?
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